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Blueshinefox
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Masha Alibek @Blueshinefox

Age 22, Female (She/Her)

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Northern Virginia, USA

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I'm so done with 2024

Posted by Blueshinefox - 2 days ago


I’ve honestly been thinking this over for quite some time, but after having to witness stress, bedrotting, doomscrolling, mental pressure, internet situations, social anxiety, my flopping content, and other stuff that I don't want to go deep into, I think I'm done with 2024.


I've had to tolerate what goes on in this year for a very long while, and frankly, I've had to watch this year become meaner and nastier, and this isn't just about social media but definitely is an example. After so long, it finally hit me how bad I feel to express myself.


Bad things that happened to me, dramas, too much hate and more. Because of this, I don't feel comfortable being me in this year anymore. I've tried to stay positive for a while but it eventually comes a point where I just can't anymore. I and probably many others deserve better.


It's ruined my mental health, and even my OC redesigns and username changes of this year didn't help. It's making me lose motivation and it's making me even more scared to do the things that I love to do on the internet. I’m just so tired of being overwhelmed this year.


That being said, I'm not quitting social media. It would be unfair towards the people who like and support my work, and I will always be grateful for those people. Because there have been many instances where I feel a majority only see me as a content creator.


For now, I kinda just want to move on while I'm dealing with art burnout and severe anxiety. 2024 hasn't been a great year in general, but the shit that goes on here is just not helping. So yeah, I'm going to make 2025 a better year for me. Anyways, happy new year, guys.


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